Thursday, July 9, 2009

This summer

What is a paradise if it is without you?
Summer beckons.
The days become too beautiful and too pleasant
Clear, shining skies with a cooling breeze from the ocean
The inviting surroundings become insufferable at the same time
I can almost taste the salt in the air,
It's an empty calling
The sound of the waves
Telling me of fantastic, empty promises.

Too bright, too peaceful, too alone...
A paradise without you...

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Ready or not...

The future is going to come whether I like it or not.

And now for the 2nd? 3rd? change in my major this school year alone.

Instead of actually switching, I am going to be adding another major and have firmly decided on a 5th year of college!

Japanese Studies
and
Environmental Systems/Environmental Chemistry

Whoo! I am super excited for the Esys/Echem major, on all fronts.

Keeping this short for now.

All I know is that this summer and fall quarter will be very, very busy with school work...

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

A rather long music rant - I love Chopin! (or was it Liszt?)

Being sick and stuck at home, I went on a Chopin rampage the other day, having watched the movie "Impromptu" with Hugh Grant as Chopin- he did a really good job (Thank you Mel-chan for sharing with me!). I looked up songs inspired by, referencing, or based on Chopin. Among the list was Jay Chou, who appears to be greatly influence by Chopin. Consequently I found this song, 夜曲 from his album titled "November's Chopin". I try to say 'ye qu' because evidently, that's how it's pronounced but I forget and say 'やきょく' because that's how it is in Japanese...

This is the first time I sought out and listened to a song (knowingly) by Jay Chou. Roomie had the song; intrigued, looked it up and was thoroughly moved... Soft, dark, and depressing but beautiful nonetheless. Here are some of the lyrics:
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲  For you [ I ] play Chopin's Nocturne
纪念我死去的爱情   To commemorate this deceased love of mine
跟夜风一样的声音   Just like a wind in the night
心碎的很好听    So heartbreakingly beautiful
手在键盘敲很轻   [ I ] gently stroke the keys
我给的思念很小心   The longing that I gave was very tentative
你埋葬的地方叫幽冥  You are buried in a place called the afterlife

为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲  For you [ I ] play Chopin's Nocturne
纪念我死去的爱情   To commemorate this desceased love of mine
而我为你隐姓埋名   And for you I've become anonymous
在月光下弹琴    Playing the piano under the moonlight
对你心跳的感应    The feeling of your heartbeat
还是如此温热清晰   Is still so warm and clear
怀念你那鲜红的唇印  I remember the scarlet imprint of you lips
Lyrics were obtained from: http://www.jay-chou.net/lyrics_view.php?a_id=11&s_id=1
This is the first time in a very long time that I've needed a very, very thorough translation with a set of lyrics. Most of the stuff I listen to is classical, followed Japanese and English, which I can muck through alright. Next would probably be French, totally manageable for me with a basic dictionary. But though I can read most of the characters and get a general feel of the song, I can't understand Chinese grammatically. Last night it was all I would listen to, as it was the only thing that would drown out the extremely intense angst and anxiety I was contracting from reading the most recent Corda chapters... It made me much less frenzied spastic,  but took me down a couple steps too far as it reminded my of my uncle; the first anniversary of his death will be soon next month...

There were other songs I liked; most of them are based off of Étude Op. 10 No. 3, my favorite being "Dans la nuit" and "So Deep is the Night". The former I like best because of the lyrics (mais oui, en français mes cheries) and the latter for the musical part of the song itself most closely identical to the original etude. Among amusing inspirations/references, is "I like Chopin" by Gazebo; like Jay Chou's album, the songs don't actually contain any of Chopin's melodies. If you can stand 80s music, I suggest checking it out. I myself am not a fan of the 80s sound, but I do like the song somewhat, strangely enough.

One of the prompting factors to go on this whole rampage in the first place was seeing "The Minute Waltz" (a showtune-type song by Barbara Streisand from the 60s based upon Waltz Op. 64 No. 1) used as a song during a ballroom dancing competition a while back.

On an aside... I was very happy when I went itunes shopping since I have giftcards from Christmas that I haven't used yet. I didn't actually purchase anything yet. but I found an album I want to gift to Rady XD It doesn't come as a physical CD so you'll have to let me know if you can accept the purchase or not. I'm not sure if it means you have to have an itunes account etc. Also, in that search, I found Ishida-san's name in a revival radio show from '96! Just started at the beginning of the month, so I'm very, very happy about that. Also in my train of searching, I was hoping to find Masaru Okada (岡田 将) in there somewhere. Amazingly I did, so I'll be buying one of his performances from a recent competition. In case you don't know who he is, here is one of Okada-san's biggest achievements:
5th Liszt Competition, 1999
Number of contestants: 39
1. Masaru Okada, Japan
2. Mariangela Vacatello, Italy
3. Yundi Li, P.R. of China
From the competition website: http://www.lisztcompetition.nl/read/53/prize_winners_1986-2008?sublist=5931
It makes me incredibly happy to know just how wonderful and successful this guy is (he beat Yundi Li!)! I still can't believe this is they guy they are using for Tsuchiura's pianist... incredible... (no wonder I'm in love with his La Campanella... and everything else, haha). Well... even with his amazing performance history, I'm even happier to say that I adored his piano before I found out he was a recognized and accomplished performer... that love of music doesn't have to go by names or titles or notes on a page, or who or where the performer is from... but what is conveyed through the music itself, and the thoughts and emotions attached to it.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Fandom birthday

Happy 29th birthday to Nakamura Seijirō~

The "other Tenma"!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Turn!

Happily struggling through the beginning of a new quarter. I am having difficulty at the moment, but I still am excited after I decided to change majors.

I've also signed up for my second jewelry fabrication class.

Anyone have jewelry designs or image pieces they would like made? Or a custom piece? I can't do anything super fancy, but I can definitely try.  One idea was a Tsukimori- or Atsumori-inspired piece of jewelry; likely to be a pin or pendant. I have material to do an image piece for just about any Neoroma character... I'm hoping to do something more complex than the previous. Here's what I did last time:
It was a piece for my brother, a recurring item from his favorite "Tales of" series (specifically from Symphonia this time). Yes, the source material was just that tiny pixelated square to the left. But I think this was pretty good for my first piece, and I am proud to say that I used sterling silver and natural stone (carnelian) to craft this ring.

Maybe I can craft more than one piece this time around...

Time to get drawing this weekend!!!

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Lately, school has been crazy. I'm stressed, low on sleep, not sure what to do with my future. I did have some more inspiring talks with the boyfriend recently, so I've been able to look forward; I just don't know why I have to be so down for so long. I'm pretty sure I've been depressed for the past two weeks (or more), and my emotions have been rollercoastering around. Much thanks goes out to my friends

I know it's kind of selfish of me and certainly horrible timing at his point to be talking about this sort of thing, but I was looking at the goods for 星奏学院祭② a couple days ago... and lo' and behold, they are doing a limited reprinting (1,000 copies) of the collection of sheet music for コルダ1!!! I'm rather upset because I've tried obtaining this many times and now I have no chance to get it at the event even when they're republishing it...! $50 sounds like a lot, but that is a lot of music. It also goes over all 7 roles—7 books, for 月森(Vi), 土浦(Pf), 志水(Vc), 火原(Tr), 柚木(Fl), 冬海(Cl), and of course 日野(Vi). That's a lot of music (even if the songs are short versions, that's 97 SONGS.) for just $50... one of my flute solo books cost well into the $18 range. I REALLY wish I could figure a way to get my hands on that collection. (Where's my Valse sentimentale~!). Amazingly, I found someone who might be going to the event and if there are any left and she finds it, she said she'll get it for me. I'm super, super thankful and happy about that.

Luckily this week is almost over. Then just final week next week, and glorious spring break! I hope to finish the 十六夜記!敦盛 outfit this time!

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Birthdays!

So Rady and I were able to celebrate Chopin and Kanayan's birthdays (in small ways, at least) on the 1st. Thank you for keeping me, and I had a great weekend! I hope you can come visit at the end of the month!

And today...! Happy birthday, Mommy! I love you so much, and am thankful for all of your concern and support over the years.